11:07 a.m.:
At work, the Greek man harassed me for being not a white and suggested that I should sell coffee but not working as a professional.
I told him that, being a white man does not make him a better person than me, he called a Jew devil and his ex-girl friend who was black garbage, now he made racist remarks about me when I asked him to pay the money he owed me.
This man is a large sized white man born in Grace, well educated; he worked as full time "care-giver" to his parents who provided financing, food and housing to him. He had a child with a black woman but never paid child support; he is living with a woman from Poland who still married to another man and she is on welfare.
In a western country, a man could make money just by being a white, they do not work, they make up stories and cry to gain trust from people like me, they sue people in courts to make money.
This world is extremely crazy.
Friday, 16 August 2013
Thursday, 15 August 2013
August 15, 2013 Thursday
9:00 a.m.:
I have been dealing with a Greek Christian over the past years, this is a devil.
It is good to know about people's true colour, in deed. These Christians could sell their souls for $5.
What a pity.
7:30 p.m.:
This Greek drove me crazy these, on one hand he made racist remarks on me, on the other hand, he asked me to give him support because he is in trouble with the police.
Trash, that is the only word for this animal, I will get him in jail whenever opportunity arise.
I have been dealing with a Greek Christian over the past years, this is a devil.
It is good to know about people's true colour, in deed. These Christians could sell their souls for $5.
What a pity.
7:30 p.m.:
This Greek drove me crazy these, on one hand he made racist remarks on me, on the other hand, he asked me to give him support because he is in trouble with the police.
Trash, that is the only word for this animal, I will get him in jail whenever opportunity arise.
Monday, 12 August 2013
August 12, 2013 Monday
Nothing to write about - I have been spent some time on a different place...have a great day.
6:26 p.m.:
I visited Chinatown and had dim sum today, practiced Cantonese that I had not spoken for years, it was fine.
My feeling is that:
1. the Cantonese and the Hakka still keep their African culture, they look like Africans too;
2. the building was western styled but the owner never cleaned it so the stairs were dirty;
3. It was like an adventure to have visited a Cantonese restaurant, I fled;
4. The Cantonese culture is dramatically different from that of ethnic Chinese;
5. I ordered food including chicken feet, pig stomach (2 kinds), curry squid...that were the food I used to have when I lived in Hong Kong, but I could no longer drank the tea, thought about having a beer, but it was too hot there;
6. I had not had dim sum for many many years; and
7. I had 2 coca and 1 beer after I came back home.
When I was young, I was curious and could adapt any culture but now I am so differently.
Most importantly, I dressed up like a fat man today - the clothing I used to wear whenever I went to Chinatown to avoid being harassed or misjudged as a woman.
6:26 p.m.:
I visited Chinatown and had dim sum today, practiced Cantonese that I had not spoken for years, it was fine.
My feeling is that:
1. the Cantonese and the Hakka still keep their African culture, they look like Africans too;
2. the building was western styled but the owner never cleaned it so the stairs were dirty;
3. It was like an adventure to have visited a Cantonese restaurant, I fled;
4. The Cantonese culture is dramatically different from that of ethnic Chinese;
5. I ordered food including chicken feet, pig stomach (2 kinds), curry squid...that were the food I used to have when I lived in Hong Kong, but I could no longer drank the tea, thought about having a beer, but it was too hot there;
6. I had not had dim sum for many many years; and
7. I had 2 coca and 1 beer after I came back home.
When I was young, I was curious and could adapt any culture but now I am so differently.
Most importantly, I dressed up like a fat man today - the clothing I used to wear whenever I went to Chinatown to avoid being harassed or misjudged as a woman.
Saturday, 10 August 2013
Tuesday, 6 August 2013
Saturday, 3 August 2013
August 3, 2013 Saturday
I could drank 10 bottles of beer a day in June;
when July came alone, I could not even drink a beer, the only thing I could do is sleep, the only people I could talk to were my family, the only thing I could do is nothing;
eventually I felt better,
and I could have A beer in two days ...
life was now fun when my energy level was so low, I thought I was very close to my mom....
and today, I could enjoy wine...life is sort of coming back to me, with some energy.
thanks to my family,
thanks to God,
they are always with me....
and my red wine...
cheers...
Friday, 2 August 2013
August 2, 2013 Friday
10:05 a.m.:
It is sunny today, so have some fun.
Talk to you all later.
Have a wonderful day.
It is sunny today, so have some fun.
Talk to you all later.
Have a wonderful day.
Thursday, 1 August 2013
August 1, 2013 Thursday
10:03 a.m.
It is a great day, as a Leo, I think it is the best time of the year for me.
I recently figured many things out, thanks to various events and coincident that occurred recently.
I wanted to write about my thoughts however my back hurts so much I must stay away from the internet, or I will vanish.
I have a reason doing nothing but having some fun.
Have a great day.
It is a great day, as a Leo, I think it is the best time of the year for me.
I recently figured many things out, thanks to various events and coincident that occurred recently.
I wanted to write about my thoughts however my back hurts so much I must stay away from the internet, or I will vanish.
I have a reason doing nothing but having some fun.
Have a great day.
Tuesday, 30 July 2013
July 30, 2013 Tuesday
8:13 a.m.
This is bond to be a wonderful day; I decide to have a happy day - that is all.
Happiness has not much to do anything else except our own state of mind.
Happiness is about being content with ourselves, a calm mental state that gives us peace.
In a cold winter many years ago, I felt depressed and pains in my knees, I walked to the emergency room at a hospital that was close to my work, I sat there for about three hours, observing the people who were also sitting in the hospital - most of them were white, miserable and sad. I left the hospital feeling that I should be happy as I was far more healthier then them; as I became happier, the pains went away somehow.
In general, illness is about our emotional blockage that prevents the circulation system; to have a normal state of mind is the key to health and personal fulfilment.
I am not saying money is not important, without money surely we can not survive and become unhappy. The problem in the society I am living in is that, people achieve happiness by stealing, murdering, manipulating and that is a sin, one may get away from being punished legally but he is a sinner, and as a sinner, no one could be happy.
will continue later on today.
4:39 p.m.:
I did some work today and went to the bank afterwards, there were two small fishes in the glass jar on the reception desk that attracted my attention. I made a joke that I would bring a cat to the bank for free fish next time, then I said I do not like cats but dogs; the banker agreed with me on everything....
I like dogs and my dream is have a large dog one day.
I feel the obligation to write something on Christians's values today, as I have spent much time observing and thinking, it is time to reach a fair conclusion based on my objective and but detailed work.
Come back later if I do not feel very tired.
This is bond to be a wonderful day; I decide to have a happy day - that is all.
Happiness has not much to do anything else except our own state of mind.
Happiness is about being content with ourselves, a calm mental state that gives us peace.
In a cold winter many years ago, I felt depressed and pains in my knees, I walked to the emergency room at a hospital that was close to my work, I sat there for about three hours, observing the people who were also sitting in the hospital - most of them were white, miserable and sad. I left the hospital feeling that I should be happy as I was far more healthier then them; as I became happier, the pains went away somehow.
In general, illness is about our emotional blockage that prevents the circulation system; to have a normal state of mind is the key to health and personal fulfilment.
I am not saying money is not important, without money surely we can not survive and become unhappy. The problem in the society I am living in is that, people achieve happiness by stealing, murdering, manipulating and that is a sin, one may get away from being punished legally but he is a sinner, and as a sinner, no one could be happy.
will continue later on today.
4:39 p.m.:
I did some work today and went to the bank afterwards, there were two small fishes in the glass jar on the reception desk that attracted my attention. I made a joke that I would bring a cat to the bank for free fish next time, then I said I do not like cats but dogs; the banker agreed with me on everything....
I like dogs and my dream is have a large dog one day.
I feel the obligation to write something on Christians's values today, as I have spent much time observing and thinking, it is time to reach a fair conclusion based on my objective and but detailed work.
Come back later if I do not feel very tired.
Monday, 29 July 2013
July 29, 2013 Monday
8:40 a.m.:
I had a dream that 2 people (one male another female) were discussing about me, then I saw the area code of the phone number.... woke up.
I checked up my voice message this morning, two people were discussing about me in a non-friendly manner which means, the person whom I had helped with turned against me and joined a war against me together with his former enemies, this person is a devoted Christian.
F*ckers are hopeless, the Europeans in this country could sell their souls to devil for $5 then defraud more people posing as gentlemen, this is a very good example.
It is a fun to know the true colour of the f*ckers, I will have a little celebration later on today or tomorrow.
This is good material for my writing, life is such a fun just watching f*ckers play stupid games deceiving their God if they do believe in God.
Come back later.
I had a dream that 2 people (one male another female) were discussing about me, then I saw the area code of the phone number.... woke up.
I checked up my voice message this morning, two people were discussing about me in a non-friendly manner which means, the person whom I had helped with turned against me and joined a war against me together with his former enemies, this person is a devoted Christian.
F*ckers are hopeless, the Europeans in this country could sell their souls to devil for $5 then defraud more people posing as gentlemen, this is a very good example.
It is a fun to know the true colour of the f*ckers, I will have a little celebration later on today or tomorrow.
This is good material for my writing, life is such a fun just watching f*ckers play stupid games deceiving their God if they do believe in God.
Come back later.
Sunday, 28 July 2013
July 27, 2013 Sunday
9:56 a.m.:
My back f*cking hurts and I endure the pains, nevertheless, it is not a bad thing at all, as the pains keep me from the internet to which I had developed an addiction.
It is Sunday, I do not have to deal with any f*ckers for today.
I am going to do some stupid reading online and will come back....life is beautiful, it is sunny ...
My back f*cking hurts and I endure the pains, nevertheless, it is not a bad thing at all, as the pains keep me from the internet to which I had developed an addiction.
It is Sunday, I do not have to deal with any f*ckers for today.
I am going to do some stupid reading online and will come back....life is beautiful, it is sunny ...
Saturday, 27 July 2013
July 27, 2013 Saturday
9:00 a.m.:
I had nightmare last night, escaping...wtf...sometimes I had dreams that I killed those who attacked me then woke up sweating.
I guess these dreams were about my past-life, or may be I inherited my dad's dreams, he attended wars, survived but never talked about it.
9:03 a.m.:
Hatred is the worst thing in this world, I do not hate anyone really, but I rarely trust others - I did take the risk trusting some people and it was proven I was so wrong; in general now-days people are not trustworthy and they will betray you for $5 only - this is a commercial world we are living in.
I have learned a few lessons from my own mistakes:
1. we can not change others;
2. we should not help those unless they ask for help; and
3. this is a world where everybody is looking for victims, try not be a victim.
We are living in a world that is going to come to an end, while, the end is another beginning.
Anyway, life is good and the only thing we need to do is enjoy it. Now I am going to have some fun - the computer drives me crazy these day, but nothing will happen until August 8, 2013.
Fuck up communism, still!
Cheers.
8:32 p.m.
My back is killing me.
I had nightmare last night, escaping...wtf...sometimes I had dreams that I killed those who attacked me then woke up sweating.
I guess these dreams were about my past-life, or may be I inherited my dad's dreams, he attended wars, survived but never talked about it.
9:03 a.m.:
Hatred is the worst thing in this world, I do not hate anyone really, but I rarely trust others - I did take the risk trusting some people and it was proven I was so wrong; in general now-days people are not trustworthy and they will betray you for $5 only - this is a commercial world we are living in.
I have learned a few lessons from my own mistakes:
1. we can not change others;
2. we should not help those unless they ask for help; and
3. this is a world where everybody is looking for victims, try not be a victim.
We are living in a world that is going to come to an end, while, the end is another beginning.
Anyway, life is good and the only thing we need to do is enjoy it. Now I am going to have some fun - the computer drives me crazy these day, but nothing will happen until August 8, 2013.
Fuck up communism, still!
Cheers.
8:32 p.m.
My back is killing me.
Friday, 26 July 2013
July 26, 2013, Friday
7:51 a.m.:
It is finally Friday.
Though it is good to get up early in the morning, I feel somehow tired. I am not an morning person except when I stay with my family.
I was with my grandma in my dream and she bought me a cap, I tried it on and found it was big on me.
It is finally Friday.
Though it is good to get up early in the morning, I feel somehow tired. I am not an morning person except when I stay with my family.
I was with my grandma in my dream and she bought me a cap, I tried it on and found it was big on me.
Thursday, 25 July 2013
July 25, 2013 Thursday
7:49 a.m.:
1. whale
the whale's nose is located at the top of its head, it may hold up breath for about one hour...I watched a TV program for minutes last night on this, had dreams about I attended a class on fishes this morning.
2. Bo Xilai
Bo Xilai was being tried last night in Shandong, China, closed door. This has something to do with Henry Kissinger who had a high profile meeting with Jiang Zeming on July 3, 2013.
My feeling is that Bo will receive harsh punishment for attempting to grasp power of the CCP and China, Bo was not and will not be liked by Kissinger and his fellows.
The Falun Gong are controlled by the people like Kissinger as well. The founding members of the Falun Gong are Chinese from Manchuria, their ancestors came to Manchuria as economic refugees and now they are political refugees - with many are fake. Majority of the Southern Chinese Falun Gong members are fake who defrauded the western government with the assistance of Li Hongzhi and the Falun Gong members.
The Falun Gong are being used as a weapon against Bo Xilai and Bo's family.
It is a interesting power struggle that is directly by Henry Kissinger and his fellow remotely. As I have no personal interests in this power struggle, i.e., I get nothing from it, I could see the pay clearly.
What a fun.
1. whale
the whale's nose is located at the top of its head, it may hold up breath for about one hour...I watched a TV program for minutes last night on this, had dreams about I attended a class on fishes this morning.
2. Bo Xilai
Bo Xilai was being tried last night in Shandong, China, closed door. This has something to do with Henry Kissinger who had a high profile meeting with Jiang Zeming on July 3, 2013.
My feeling is that Bo will receive harsh punishment for attempting to grasp power of the CCP and China, Bo was not and will not be liked by Kissinger and his fellows.
The Falun Gong are controlled by the people like Kissinger as well. The founding members of the Falun Gong are Chinese from Manchuria, their ancestors came to Manchuria as economic refugees and now they are political refugees - with many are fake. Majority of the Southern Chinese Falun Gong members are fake who defrauded the western government with the assistance of Li Hongzhi and the Falun Gong members.
The Falun Gong are being used as a weapon against Bo Xilai and Bo's family.
It is a interesting power struggle that is directly by Henry Kissinger and his fellow remotely. As I have no personal interests in this power struggle, i.e., I get nothing from it, I could see the pay clearly.
What a fun.
Wednesday, 24 July 2013
July 24, 2013, Wed
nice to be able to get up early.
10:12 a.m.:
it is not hot anymore, we could breath a bit. It has been like living in an oven for days, 2 babies left in the vehicle by their grandma died days ago.
I once had a walk on a Sunday and I thought that was doomsday, it is comfortable to stay in an airconditioned building as long as we have money. However, the more cool air we have, the more hot air the city has to deal with. Are we sinners? may be may be not.
Detroit has made applications for bankruptcy protection, I have been to Detroit before, accurately speaking, I lived in a house that faced the Detroit river for years. When I was in Detroit, I witnessed the horrible scene of the end of the world, the abandoned building and ghost town while some black men came forcing me to buy their "gold" necklace.
Detroit had been a industrialised city, with the growth of the black population, civil rights movements and union activities forced the white population who possessed real wealth moved into suburb areas, and three vehicle manufacturers bankrupted as a result.
The Americans are genius, they now receive huge "loans" from China in exchange for political support to the Chinese Communist Party, and the Americans no longer talk openly about China's human rights issue but the American mainstream media such as the New York Times have started promoting the theory that the communism is democracy in China on the ground that the majority of the Chinese support the CCP.
I will be back and continue my observation later.
10:12 a.m.:
it is not hot anymore, we could breath a bit. It has been like living in an oven for days, 2 babies left in the vehicle by their grandma died days ago.
I once had a walk on a Sunday and I thought that was doomsday, it is comfortable to stay in an airconditioned building as long as we have money. However, the more cool air we have, the more hot air the city has to deal with. Are we sinners? may be may be not.
Detroit has made applications for bankruptcy protection, I have been to Detroit before, accurately speaking, I lived in a house that faced the Detroit river for years. When I was in Detroit, I witnessed the horrible scene of the end of the world, the abandoned building and ghost town while some black men came forcing me to buy their "gold" necklace.
Detroit had been a industrialised city, with the growth of the black population, civil rights movements and union activities forced the white population who possessed real wealth moved into suburb areas, and three vehicle manufacturers bankrupted as a result.
The Americans are genius, they now receive huge "loans" from China in exchange for political support to the Chinese Communist Party, and the Americans no longer talk openly about China's human rights issue but the American mainstream media such as the New York Times have started promoting the theory that the communism is democracy in China on the ground that the majority of the Chinese support the CCP.
I will be back and continue my observation later.
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