August 16, 2013 Friday

11:07 a.m.:

At work, the Greek man harassed me for being not a white and suggested that I should sell coffee but not working as a professional.

I told him that, being a white man does not make him a better person than me, he called a Jew devil and his ex-girl friend who was black garbage, now he made racist remarks about me when I asked him to pay the money he owed me.

This man is a large sized white man born in Grace, well educated; he worked as full time "care-giver" to his parents who provided financing, food and housing to him. He had a child with a black woman but never paid child support; he is living with a woman from Poland who still married to another man and she is on welfare.

In a western country, a man could make money just by being a white, they do not work, they make up stories and cry to gain trust from people like me, they sue people in courts to make money.

This world is extremely crazy.

August 15, 2013 Thursday

9:00 a.m.:

I have been dealing with a Greek Christian over the past years, this is a devil.

It is good to know about people's true colour, in deed. These Christians could sell their souls for $5.

What a pity.

7:30 p.m.:

This Greek drove me crazy these, on one hand he made racist remarks on me, on the other hand, he asked me to give him support because he is in trouble with the police.

Trash, that is the only word for this animal, I will get him in jail whenever opportunity arise.

August 12, 2013 Monday

Nothing to write about - I have been spent some time on a different place...have a great day.

6:26 p.m.:

I visited Chinatown and had dim sum today,  practiced Cantonese that I had not spoken for years, it was fine.

My feeling is that:

1. the Cantonese and the Hakka still keep their African culture, they look like Africans too;
2. the building was western styled but the owner never cleaned it so the stairs were dirty;
3. It was like an adventure to have visited a Cantonese restaurant, I fled;
4. The Cantonese culture is dramatically different from that of ethnic Chinese;
5. I ordered food including chicken feet, pig stomach (2 kinds), curry squid...that were the food I used to have when I lived in Hong Kong, but I could no longer drank the tea, thought about having a beer, but it was too hot there;
6. I had not had dim sum for many many years; and
7. I had 2 coca and 1 beer after I came back home.

When I was young, I was curious and could adapt any culture but now I am so differently.

Most importantly, I dressed up like a fat man today - the clothing I used to wear whenever I went to Chinatown to avoid being harassed or misjudged as a woman.

August 10, 2013 Saturday

Life is getting better and better as I am more relaxed.

August 6, 2013 Tuesday

12:16 p.m.
It is a beautiful Tuesday, life is good.

August 3, 2013 Saturday

I could drank 10 bottles of beer a day in June; 

when July came alone, I could not even drink a beer, the only thing I could do is sleep, the only people I could talk to were my family, the only thing I could do is nothing; 

eventually I felt better, 

and I could have A beer in two days ...

life was now fun when my energy level was so low, I thought I was very close to my mom....

and today, I could enjoy wine...life is sort of coming back to me, with some energy. 

thanks to my family, 

thanks to God, 

they are always with me....

and my red wine...

cheers...

August 2, 2013 Friday

10:05 a.m.:

It is sunny today, so have some fun.

Talk to you all later.

Have a wonderful day.